9.12.2020

Forever is too long

 Forever is too long, that is an understatement.

Sorry doesn’t mean anything

Why say sorry but don’t mean it.

Why feel remorseful but don’t do anything about it.

Why feel bad but keep repeating it.

No matter how kind hearted you are, repetition of mistakes is never acceptable nor forgivable.

Nothing more to say

When you almost slipped and fall due to wet floor caused by someone else, not once, not twice but countless times. You finally flared up but the culprit blame you for throwing a fit and commented that we are a family...family should give and take, what more is there to say. I lost count how often and how badly I got injured due to his negligence and laziness.

9.08.2020

Hopeless

 When talking doesn’t work, I don’t even want to waste any energy arguing. Laying all my cards on the table yet he chooses to be even more persistent in winning all arguments, even the smallest of all. All hope is gone. Wait is all that is left, waiting for the day the little ones are no longer little so I can get my freedom from all.

希望

 一个连表面功夫都懒得做的人还有什么希望。。。